31 Oktober 2011

22 December 2010 (mother’s day)


mom, I'm sorry for my mistake,
I can't make u always happy
I can't be a good person for u
I'm sorry mom, I can't be perfect like simple plan said to him dad
I want be like do u want
but, I can't control my ego
My ego aLways be a winner
I'm loser, can't fight my ego
I want to do that, just that not more
I just tired to do this, this, this and that. and whatever that you servant
DO you know if I can't smell the apple taste I wash my hand with that soap?
Do you know if I very sleepy after to stay all nigth, read abook and study for my exam?
Mom I want your care.... can you give that everyday??
So very confused
Actually that normally situation if I control ego my mine
I always thing about that, and if I thing about that once more
It's so normally situation that I can't to receive.

Why I'm very a looser person, follow my ego and to leave my mom?
Oh mom, I'm sorry....
Can you forgive me?
I will try control my ego and try to the best that I can do for you
Ya Allah... Can you help me, to do that?
I know you can, if I don't give up and continuosly to try...
Please help me God, and I'm sorry mom....
I will try that and give a best performance after not like before....
-Syamira Sabakuno-

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